Day off

The tittle says it all. Today I was work free..I cleaned the apartment and played some minecraft. Pretty relaxing. My bf and I r trying to fix our laptop just so I can upload some pics on my blog..since my cell is shitty. Bte..Katatonia was awesome!! Had a great time with friends n my bf. Hope to go to another concert soon :)

P.s.. Got another session on my arm.. my bf did some shading and color on my tat..working on my full sleeve!! :D

Error with pics

Hey guys.. I just noticed that my last pictures the quality is rly bad..sorry about that. Im on my cell updating my blog since my laptop is dead.. i will take longer to put pics up since i have to find another way to do it. Next month me and my lovely hubby are buying the new surface tablet..so its going to be easier to blog . Im soo excited for it.:D so until then..bare with me.xD

A little about myself.

Some people think that life is just going to put all their hopes, goals and dreams in a plate of gold and feed them with a silver spoon... Im not going to be a hipocrite... I have too at one point fallen asleep..and waited for everything to come to me instead of finding my own path to get to where I wanted to be. Then after seeing a lot of ppl go on with their lives and accomplish their goals and feel like they were on top of the world I too wanted to feel that sense of accomplishment. Now after a long road of struggles and deceptions I found my way back..even tho Im not back were I started along the way I learned and grew up. Their is still a long road ahead but Im prepare for the ride..this time I wont look back.:)

Btw this is not a poem or anything like that... I suck at rhyming..lool this is just a thought that i had in my mind..i just wanted to write it down.. after all sharing is caring.:)

If u missed it!

Here are my first tattoos at the shop..Ive done quite a few after this ones.. but they r mostly names and tribals.

Pic

So this picture is when I was eating at Mcdonalds with my bf..i have one on fb from this day..this is just another from that set that i dont have on fb. ( a lil secret.. i dont like looking at the camera):P

Heeey!

Sooo Hi ! I know I havent been blogging for a while..ppl have been asking me why.. well As u know I started an apprenticeship few months ago.. and Im actually now working at a shop. ^^ I've been busy working, creating new paintings n other personal issues. But Im at a point in my life now that I can settle down and start blogging again! :D Thanks for a few ppl for caring about my blog and adking me to write again. U know who u are.:) Sooo Starting from today I will post again.
:)  I will post new pictures soon!!!

My first tattoo

So I did my first tattoo! And holy crap I was sooo nervous! My sister donated her leg. haha!! It was awesome tho! At first I was freaking out because there were just too many lines and curves! She couldn't pick a more difficult design for me to start -_-'...but hey! That only means that she had trust in me! So that makes me feel good...but anyways..it took me about 4 hours to complete the tattoo..but obviously taking breaks in between. Also I made sure I didn't put to much trauma on her skin..i didn't want to cut it or made a burger out of it. I was very careful and did my best...for my first tattoo that is. But I'm just so proud of myself and my teacher/boyfriend is as well. Can't wait to tattoo again which can be sooner than I thought...this sunday. haha I will be doing a hibiscus..hehe yeah another flower tattoo..but practice is good practice. :] Anyways.. I'm a bit tired right now..so I leave u guys with my first ever tattoo picture.

I don't remember the name of this flower since is really difficult to say.haha All I know is that is a japanese flower.:)

Some pics!

I've barely had time to blog!!! D: I need to keep up!! Here are some pics from couple of days ago!!! >.<

 My sister and I <3

     Oui

 My lovely hubby and I <3

At a vietnamese restaurant. I love him soo much.

silly me!

Omg! I'm was supposed to do a tattoo design for tomorrow for a face off but instead I stayed blogging here, on fb and on tumblr! wuuuutttt! I have to now come up with a design in 1 hour so i can sleep 5 hours to wake up at 7am. depression hittttssss!! ok ok..gonna go now and do that..might still be on tumblr but ..lol gonna do that design! xD

Waiting

Pictures

Forgot to upload some pictures from last week.. hehe ^^'. 

My Tattoo Machines

Holyyyy s%$&!! I feel like I have abandon my blog! 

  D: Sorry! I've been sooo busy busy!!! I've been drawing and practicing ..its been crazy. Today I took the day off from the apprenticeship...if not I'm gonna crash!Now I'm just sooo happy that I'm doing soo good! Sooooo next week on sunday maybe my big day!!!! I will tattoo on real skin! hehe! I already have the design I will be doing..but before I will be busting my ass off this whole week! I will also do the design first on my almost skin just to have an idea and to practice with my new lining tattoo machine! :D Tomorrow I will be going really early to my sister's house to hangout and practice tattooing with her! :]

My Tattoo machines!! The black machine with the golden 

ornaments is my new liner! And the gold one is my rotary shader...which I need to clean.hehe ^^

Almost there!

Haven't blogged in 2 days!!  Well.. I've been busting my ass off practicing my tattooing. And well its paying off!! Woohoo I've been accepted officially in a tattoo shop as an apprentice!! :D I'll be able to tattoo people there and learn more about tattooing! I'm sooo damn excited!!! I'm on my way to become a tattoo artist.. My dream come true! <3 And well.. My boyfriend bought this awesome tattoo machine online and in the process bought me my own tattoo machine to get me started! I can't wait! Also I've been practicing a lot script..sicne people ask for names and words a lot. Will start drawing more and more. I did another tattoo but wont uploaded because its my own design and I want to tattoo it before putting it on here. anyways..thats it for now! :]

My Shoes r here!

So...I ordered Demonia Mary Jane shoes 3 days ago and I got them today!! woo hooo I love them! They are sooo beautiful and comfortable I'll wear them to sleep! hahaha! Can't wait to go out so I can wear this awesome shoes!!

Pic verrrry related! My awesome shoes. <3

My face todaayy. My hair is a mess..soo beanie!

Apprentice update

Hi! I didn't blog yesterday because I was soo busy and tired. But any how! Just wanted to show u guys the tattoo I did on my almost skin. It was really difficult because fake skin doesn't hold the stencil like real skin does! So i had to redo the stencil..and do some free hand. But I guess I should be proud since it is my first skull tattoo .hehe. ^^ Today I will be practicing my tattooing again..but this time I'm going to challenge myself to finish the tattoo under 4 hours. Wish me luck! Also gonna buy some more Almost skin since I almost run out of space on the one I have at the moment! 

My first real skull. 

Not that bad. I need to keep practicing!

Almost skin

Yesterday I didn't do much blogging..I was busy looking for stencils and practicing my tattooing! I must say that the Almost skin which was the fake skin I bought 2 days ago worked fantastic! I must admit I started a little rough since I'm was not used to it...plus is more like real human skin. But after I got the hang of it.. it was easier than the old one I used. I CAN ACTUALLY SHADE!! Its soo awesome! Its vary smooth to shade and blend colors. The only problem(which is not really a problem) with it is that is kinda tricky when u start doing the lines and such. But over all I would recommend Almost skin to anyone who is doing a tattoo apprenticeship!!Anyways..I keep doing old school tattoo because like I said its easier to start with..colors are  solid and lines are bold. But next time I will do another style of tattooing! I need to keep practicing! . I'm also happy that my teacher (boyfriend) is proud of  me and of how much I've learned..makes me want to get better and better! Anyways..Have a great day to all! :D

I tattooed this crow on my Almost skin.:]

Much improvement!!

Good morning

Well! Good morning! My boyfriend and I woke up early and walked to my sister's house! Its hella fucking cold! wtf...last week was 80 degrees and fucking today was 28 degrees..Im scared. But whatever..almost died of coldness.haha My boyfriend left to work and I stayed with my pretty little sister and her husband! We will have fun drawing and pratice tattooing! woohoo! will post more pictures later! :D  Have an awesome day people!

P.s sorry for the shitty quality picture..its very dark in here.

A walk in a park

I think this will be my last blog for today! Today after we went to the tattoo supply we all went to the park! It was really cold so we couldn't enjoy it much. But regardless it was really beautiful..can't wait to come back again when it gets warmer..I want to see the cherry blossom trees! :] Anyways, here are some pictures I took today!

My derpy face! 


Well..off to enjoy the rest of my evening drinking red wine 
with my friends, family and my Love <3

New Fake skin!

Helloo! I'm actually surprised a couple of people actually take the time to visit my blog. I just want to say thank you :] Its nice to know that people actually pay attention to what I write. Anyways moving on... Today I woke up happy! I'm excited with everything that's going on in my life. Excited and proud of how well I'm doing with my tattoo apprenticeship! I can't wait for the day that I'll be able to permanently share my art. Aslo before I leave, we all went to the tattoo supply store and my boyfriend bought me this awesome fake skin!! Is thicker than the one I'm using at the moment and more real skin like! Can't wait to test it!

Here is a picture of the fake skin!

Sleepover!

Yesterday my sister,her husband, me and my boyfriend went out! We went to the art store and my boyfriend bought me a drawing note book, pencils and pens so I can start making my tattoo flash and drawings! After that we went to eat at a Chinese buffet and well I pigged out!  I slept over my sister's house with my boyfriend and we had a blast! We watched a movie, drank coffee and after that we practice tattooing!

Here is the tattoo I did yesterday on my fake skin! Much improvement!

A cute lil owl!

♪ I love to singa about the moona and

 the juna and the springa ♫

jejeje

Serious funny play

Sooo!! Yesterday My boyfriend called me from work and told me that he was picking me up because the owner of the tattoo shop invited everyone to a play. so i went and got ready. We got to the play and I must say it was interesting and hilarious! Tho they were talking about a serious topic..i couldn't help but contained myself from laughing! Not because of what they were talking about was funny..no but because the music "band" which was only a pianist and a singer were singing some weird as shit music..then some old guy with a trumpet appeared making things more awkward..i think at this point I wasn't the only one containing myself from laughing!! I dunno..it was like some sci fi shit! And the play was about Hartford crimes and killings. Didn't make no sense. But although the music was shitty the actual actors made a good point and overall it was interesting. After the play was done we went to this really nice restaurant/ bar. The guys became Irish for a night. jaja  meaning that they drank a lot. I well..forgot my ID ^^'..so i ended up with a steak and fries. They guys made jokes about the play..and well we just talked a lot. The guys from the tattoo shop were really nice and polite people. I'm glad I got to meet my boyfriend's co-workers. Over all it was a fun night! Can't wait to have one of those weird fun nights again! :D

 Here are 2 pictures from last night!

Coffee time!

Coffee time! While listening to melancholic music since the day is a day for doom music. Its soo chilly outside.I guess its opposite day since I drank a soda in the morning and coffee in the evening. lol

Well, I'm off to play some video games with my sister!

Coffee with whipped cream and a glace coffee donut. 

Dr. Pepper + me

Waking up with Dr. Pepper!

Good afternoon! Just woke up..well..i didn't get enough sleep yesterday. I'm waiting for my sister to come over..i think i will practice some more tattooing today. Need to get those lines straight! But first I will make some tattoo flash so i can make a stencil. I will post an update and maybe a picture of it when I'm done.

Have a good day! :D

Apprenticeship

Sparrow by me  :]

So as many of you know I was starting to learn tattooing since I want to become a tattoo artist! I haven't been able to practice in a couple of days since my boyfriend is busy working, he is my teacher and he lends me his power supply..plus i was sick and still am. But any how! I made this today on my fake skin! :] Its not done at all..because i had a little accident. The color I was going to use blew up...yes it blew up!haha it spilled everywhere and my face and my sister's was yellow.. it was horribleee. The ink I was using was a cheap one to practice on..not to use in skin! It actually blew up..and it had an awful smell..we figured it was out of date! How is that even possible? Oh well..thats one of those things that "just happen".. but i was soo frustrated that i just didn't finish. But anyhow..I will finish this later! And i will update it again. This is a sparrow old school tattoo..not a big fan of those but it is one of the easiest thing to practice. I'm currently just practicing my lines..need to get them as perfect as I can..

and I have a long way to go.

But anyways..Stay tune for more updates!! :D

Getting sick!

I'm sick. Woke up sick actually..but I'm getting worst. Damn it. My aunt is going to make me some fish broth. blahhh... i can smell it already. -_-' But i have to drink that if I want to get better. Hate the changes in the weather... its supposed to be cold still and its like freaking summer. :(

Today's face

Simple

A clear path

Today I woke up feeling a bit strange. I look back in my life and see where I was and where I am now. I cant complain...things have happened and decisions were made but they all led me here. People say thing happened for a reason..and i would like to believe that. I'm being more positive now than before..the road is clearing up from the storm that i got caught up in. I can now see a path and I will follow it no matter where it takes me because is up to me to make something good out of everything that comes in my way.

I could have just gave up on life in general but I decided to grab it by the throat.

Yesterday's face

Girls night in!

I was the ghost "boo", my sister in law was the white turtle thingy "Dry bones" and my sister was the dinosaur "yoshi".

My sister in law and my sister

 

Yesterday was awesome!!  My sister came over and brought the wii! We had diner and after that we played mario party! There was a lot of cursing and screaming! I almost won if it wasn't for one more round! I was in front of the star! Damn it!!! hehe oh well..maybe next time! :] My boyfriend came home from work and we watched some NY ink. :) Cant wait to have another game night!

My hair disaster!

I was going to get my hair done with this awesome girl called Luzmarie but I had to move to the US.. Saddly I didnt have the time. So when I got here I wanted to Dye my hair before my birthday!

I wanted my hair blue but failed miserably!! >.< My hair still had some black left..so when my hair dresser tried dying it..well it came out a rainbow!we should had done a strand test first. hehe ^^' This all happened on the day of my birthday. so anyways..we had to dye only the bottom blue and some of my bangs.. the rest is a blue black color ..i guess i will go gradually little by little dying it blue..until my hair is all blue! But hey! I love my hair regardless! I think it looks beautiful! specially under the sun!

Starting with food!

Sooo! I will start by posting what i did yesterday! Well...I ate this deliciouuus meal! steamed vegetables, mashed potatoes with butter,cheese ,beacon and rib eye steak with A1 sauce! <3

Also I went to my sisters house !We cooked and played mario party on wii! I had a blast! too bad I forgot to take pictures!! :(

Anyways..My sisters is visiting me and she brought the wii ! We are about to play mario party again! yey! I will post pics later! My Boyfriend is working right now..He is working at a tattoo parlor called Pelican Tattoo. I miss him soo much! Hope he comes home soon!

New Personal Blog!

    Hellooo!! Welcome to my new and only blog!! soo Excited!! Excited!! I've always wanted to do a personal blog but never really got to it! But this is it! People have been asking me to do all sorts of things and asking lots of questions.. I will post everything here! yey! Soo stay tune!